Hackers suck….
… need I say more?
31 Days later….
The earth has not ended surprisingly… 31 days since I have had a cigarette… I calculate that I have saved about $200 this month buy kicking the habit. Which makes this penny pincher happy. I still want a cigarette though… yup I would be really happy if I was puffing on one riiiiight now:)… mmmmmm…. But I must not lose sight of the goal… ummm which is… which is? Well fuck, I got through the hardest part so there is no way I am going to go through that again… the next time I smoke… I am just going to except that I will die choking from my tar filled lungs. By the way people, don’t use Chantix…. THAT SHIT IS EVIL!!!! I experienced alot if not almost all of the side effects. I would have been better off just quiting on my own. That stuff only further confirmed my belief that alot of prescription drugs are bullshit and that the negative effects usually far out weigh the benefits. Suck it up, stop popping those prescription pills and deal with your problem or your hurtles, it sucks but life sucks… Deal with it…
They love me.
the end.Cheers to my last night in Corpus Christi
fuck this town.
cheers to bestest friends. because together we rule the world.
Miss you!! Love you both! In the end it will be just the three of us haha
To Nat and Kelly…
When are we going to web cam it up? I am thinking Kel and I need to get together Friday night and Skype Nat… I dunno…. I just realized I don’t have Nat’s number…. Considering this blog is mainly just as an outlet and to keep up with my 2 favorite girls, I have decided to use it as a personal message board to Kel and Nat.
And on the 8th day…
Still not smoking… But I guess I am starting to get use to the idea. Most of my friends are smokers so I also am trying to get use to being around it without being tempted or becoming one of “those non-smokers”. You know, or maybe you are guilty of it. Those people that walk by someone who is smoking and look at them with disgust and disapproval. Worse say something like ” Smoking’s bad for you”, or cough like you are suffocating them with your smoke when you are standing over 50 feet away out doors. Yes, I have grown to dislike the smell… I never really like the smell when I was smoking. But fuck, leave those poor smokers alone. You already took away smoking in restaurants, most hotels, most public places, let them have there fucking cigarette without being judged. There are probably worse contaminants in the air besides 2nd hand smoke so get off you high horse anddeal. haha sorry got carried away… all I wanted to say is I’m on my 8th day of non-smoking, and all I have is a life time to go… haha we’ll see how that works… Fuck it, when I am 70(if I make it to that age) I am going to smoke it up… I am going to sit on my front porch in a rocking-chair with my hundreds of cats and I am going to be on who knows what, tripping balls and chain smoking. Feel free to join.
